It’s been harder than I expected. I know that this is the definition of surprise, but I just wasn’t expecting the tumult. Sometimes it’s like reaching for something you just expect to be there — your alarm clock in the morning, a pen in your bag, the light next to your bed — and finding empty space instead. Even the busyness has a different quality to it. At least before it was an obstacle, something to be endured rather than something that defined. Now it is just there. I guess I am just surprised by how little I have known of such things. Learning to be less surprised when I am surprised. Finding that attachments are easier done than seen or realized and that undoing them will always tear a little bit.


~ by justinhong on June 9, 2011.

One Response to “FYI”

  1. Yeah.

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